SPIEGEL Interview with Haruki Murakami: 'When I Run I Am in a Peaceful Place'
Japanese author Haruki Murakami, 59, also runs marathons. His memoir about jogging has been translated into German, and he talked to SPIEGEL about the loneliness of the writer and the runner.
SPIEGEL: Mr. Murakami, which is tougher: writing a novel, or running a marathon?
Murakami: Writing is fun†-- at least mostly. I write for four hours every day. After that I go running. As a rule,†10 kilometers (6.2 miles). Thatís easy to manage. But running 42.195 kilometers (26 miles) all at once is tough; however itís a toughness I seek out. It is an inevitable torment which I deliberately take upon myself. For me that is the most important aspect of running a marathon.
SPIEGEL: And which is nicer: completing a book or crossing the finishing line of a marathon?
Murakami: Putting the final full stop at the end of a story is like giving birth to a child, an incomparable moment. A fortunate author can write maybe twelve novels in his lifetime. I donít know how many good books I still have in me; I hope there are another four or five. When I am running I donít feel that kind of limit. I publish a thick novel every four years, but I run a 10-kilometer race, a half-marathon and a marathon every year. I have run 27 marathon races so far, the last was in January, and numbers 28, 29 and 30 will follow quite naturally.
Murakami: Ever since I went running for the first time, 25 years ago in the autumn of 1982, I have been asking myself for†why I decided on this particular sport. Why donít I play football? Why did my real existence as a serious writer begin on the day that I first went jogging? I tend to understand things only if I record my thoughts. I found that when I write about running I write about myself.
SPIEGEL: Why did you start running?
Murakami: I wanted to lose weight. During my first years as an author I smoked a lot, about 60 cigarettes a day, in order to be able to concentrate better. I had yellow teeth, yellow fingernails. When I decided to stop smoking, at the age of 33, I sprouted rolls of fat on my hips. So I ran; running seemed to me to be most practicable.
Murakami: Team sports arenít my thing. I find it easier to pick something up if I can do it at my own speed. And you donít need a partner to go running, you donít need a particular place, like in tennis, just a pair of trainers. Judo doesnít suit me either; Iím not a fighter. Long-distance running is not a matter of winning against others. Your only opponent is yourself, no one else is involved, but you are engaged in an inner conflict: Am I better than I was last time? Exerting yourself to the limit over and over again, that is the essence of running. Running is painful, but the pain doesnít leave me, I can take care of it. That agrees with my mentality.
SPIEGEL: What kind of shape were you in at the time?
Murakami: After 20 minutes I was out of breath, my heart was hammering, my legs were trembling. At first I was uncomfortable when other people saw me jogging. But I integrated running into my day like brushing my teeth. So I made rapid progress. After just under a year I ran my first, though unofficial, marathon.
SPIEGEL: You ran from Athens to Marathon on your own. What appealed to you about that?
Murakami: Well, itís the original marathon, itís the historic route†-- though in the opposite direction, because I didnít want to arrive in Athens during the rush hour. I had never run more than 35 kilometers; my legs and my upper body were not particularly strong yet; I didnít know what to expect. It was like running in terra incognita.
SPIEGEL: How did you get along?
Murakami: It was July; it was hot. So hot, even in the early morning. I had never been to Greece before; I was surprised. After half an hour I took off my shirt. Later I dreamt of an ice-cold beer and counted the dead dogs and cats lying along the roadside. I was furious with the sun; it burnt down on me so angrily, small blisters formed on my skin. It took me 3:51 hours, a passable time. When I arrived at the finish I hosed myself down at a petrol station and drank the beer I had dreamt of. When the petrol pump attendant heard what I had done, he presented me with a bunch of flowers.
SPIEGEL: What is your best time for a marathon?
Murakami: 3:27 hours by my watch, in New York, in 1991. Thatís five minutes per kilometer. I am very proud of that because the last stretch of the course, which leads through Central Park, is really hard. I have tried a few times to improve on that time, but Iím getting older. In the meantime Iím no longer interested in my best personal time. For me itís a matter of being satisfied with myself.
SPIEGEL: Is there some mantra that you recite while running?
Murakami: No. I just tell myself once in a while: Haruki, youíll make it. But in fact I donít think of anything while Iím running.
SPIEGEL: Is that possible, to think of nothing?
Murakami: When I am running my mind empties itself. Everything I think while running is subordinate to the process. The thoughts that impose themselves on me while running are like light gusts of wind†-- they appear all of a sudden, disappear again and change nothing.
SPIEGEL: Do you listen to music while running?
Murakami: Only when Iím training. And then rock music. At the moment my favorite is the Manic Street Preachers. When I go jogging in the morning, which is the exception, I load Creedence Clearwater Revival into the minidisk player. Their songs have a simple, natural rhythm.
SPIEGEL: How do you manage to motivate yourself again every day?
Murakami: Sometimes I find it too hot to run, and sometimes too cold. Or too cloudy. But I still go running. I know that if I didnít go running, I wouldnít go the next day either. Itís not in human nature to take unnecessary burdens upon oneself, so oneís body soon becomes disaccustomed. It mustnít do that. Itís the same with writing. I write every day so that my mind doesnít become disaccustomed. So that I can gradually set the literary yardstick higher and higher, just as running regularly makes your muscles stronger and stronger.
SPIEGEL: You grew up as an only child; writing is a lonely business, and you always run alone. Is there some connection between these things?
Murakami: Definitely. I am used to being alone. And I enjoy being alone. Unlike my wife, I donít like company. I have been married for 37 years, and often it is a battle. In my previous job I often worked until dawn, now I'm in bed by nine or ten.
SPIEGEL: Before you became a writer and a runner, you owned a jazz club in Tokyo. A change in life could hardly be more radical.
Murakami: When I had the club I stood behind the bar, and it was my job to engage in conversation. I did that for seven years, but Iím not a talkative person. I swore to myself: Once Iíve finished here I will only ever talk to those people I really want to talk to.
SPIEGEL: When did you notice it was time for a fresh start?
- Part 1: 'When I Run I Am in a Peaceful Place'
- Part 2: 'I knew I Was Going to Write a Novel'
Stay informed with our free news services:
© SPIEGEL ONLINE 2008
All Rights Reserved
Reproduction only allowed with the permission of SPIEGELnet GmbH
MORE FROM SPIEGEL INTERNATIONAL
German PoliticsMerkel's Moves: Power Struggles in Berlin
World War IITruth and Reconciliation: Why the War Still Haunts Europe
EnergyGreen Power: The Future of Energy
European UnionUnited Europe: A Continental Project
Climate ChangeGlobal Warming: Curbing Carbon Before It's Too Late